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July was a crazy crazy month. AND HEY GUESS WHAT, I QUIT FROM MY NAZI CAMP aka Sabrefox. woohoo! Had a break for about 2 weeks or less, went to perform at supposedly Kuala Kangsar but changed to Taiping show, stayed in kl for a few more days with DN. Had a birthday party for Nadiah. Went to JB the next day to perform.The following week, Jo and i planned a surprise mini party for F.H.
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[22 Apr 2009|03:20pm] |
Ok wow, my livejournal is pretty dead.
Its because i've been so busy. And also being lazy.
The past few months had some good/bad times. But each month also ended with a bang bang boom.
Last Friday, i had my first Singapore show with bloody rejects at 8Q SAM loading bay.
THANK YOU TO THE GIRLS WHO CAME FOR MY SET!
MUNI, NANI, NADIAH, JO, F.H, SUE ANN, NORA(?! FTW!). :)
you girls are the bestos.
I'm considering to go sign up for Pet Grooming Course and Cupcake Course!
That's when i saved up enough money to actually attend these courses. i can't wait! yay! Who knows one day i'll be my own boss (right....) bahahahaha. ok i sshh.
And to you shithead aka timothy,
Don't you ever lay a fucking finger on her again.
And you are in no position to ruin mine when you have ruined your own.
You are a pathetic loser, i hate to repeat myself over and over again. but hey, you are seriously that.
I seriously hope the police will come for you. You dumbfuck.
Think of the consequences first asswipe.
ITS NOT ALL ABOUT YOU, YOU GET IT?
YOU NEED HELP! GO GET HELP! NO ONE WANTS TO BE YOUR FRIEND. WHY?! CAUSE YOU THINK EVERYBODY OWES YOU A LIVING. YOU ARE JUST A STRANGER, I DON'T EVER WANT YOU NEAR ME, DN OR ANYONE WHO ARE CLOSE TO ME YOU SHITHEAD.
go fuck yourself.
p/s. to her, please get a restraining order from this dude or else you are going to victimize another of your own close friend. think for others too as much you don't want anything bad happening to him. stop being weak towards him. you don't want me or any of your other friends to fall out from this friendship right. then do something to make him stop his nonsense. and refrain urself from giving him face.
alright thats about it.
love you dn.
love you ggsgs.
:)
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| Birthday 2009 = 21 |
[29 Mar 2009|03:30am] |
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Would just like to say thank you for all the birthday wishes.
And thank you guys/girls for the birthday surprises.
Believe it or not, i was surprised 3 times. how blur can i get pls!
1st Surprise,
Went to kl a week before my birthday with joanna aka Friendship day(inside joke)
Was supposed to be a pre-birthday bash that was not planned.
Went to ampang noisy for a gig with dean jo and daryll.
When the girls surprised me with a cake from the back, i love you girls please. you made the sweatiest day one of the most sweetest moment ever!! thank god no eggs were thrown or smacked on me.
 
  <3!
And other pictures from kl,
 
 
 
2nd Surprise,
An hr plus before my birthday, Jo wanted to meet up with me. and so i thought she wanted to lepak. BUT NO, hahaha f.h dearest and her bf mark was there to surprise me with gifts and Oreo cheesecake(F.H YOU GOTTA TEACH ME HOW TO BAKE IT. URGH! YUMZ!)
 
 
3rd Surprise, which happened today, the girls planned it really well to think only muni and syaheedah were free for me to celebrate it. I met up with muni and syaheedah first to eat at the oh-so-crispylicious fried fish soup at suntec. Muni bought me a CUPCAKE MAKER. yay! thanks love.
Nadiah and nani couldn't make it, ACCORDING TO MUNI. DAMN YOU, MADE ME SO SAD FOR THE MOMENT SOBS! BOO-HOO! The plan was to go skygarden to lepak BUT NO. nadiah, nani and auji were camping at the skygarden to surprise me. The skygarden was so so fucking dark that i couldnt see. this is the best part, there's always a spot we girls always hang out the skygarden.
Debbie : "eh muni got people there la."
Muni : "aiya never mind la just come!!"
I thought hey, such coincidence that someone is also celebrating their birthday at our spot cause i saw a cake with candles lit up. And yeah since it was so dark, i actually saw nadiah with the candle as the source of light to show her face.
Everyone : "HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!"
:O!!! hahahaha. i suck i know. thank you so much girls. you all mean the world to me. MWAHS. i suck to not notice they all planned something behind my back. lovelove! boo-hoo!
Pictures are with auji so it will be up once i have it. :)
Best birthday 2009!!! :)
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| To 2008, |
[31 Dec 2008|11:08am] |
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2008 has definitely been a blast.
Made many new friends. Met old friends. Met a new love.
Bonded with my family. Happy moments. Bad moments.
Too many things happened within a year. And i am thankful for every moment.
To my family:
Though beginning of the year was a disaster, thank you mom for trying to understand me. You know i always love you and grateful for whatever you have provided me. a shelter to stay, food on the table..etc. :) To daddy, i miss you so much :(. And to my brother, stay the way you are but less tension and angst. thankew veli the mucho.
To my gfs :
Muni - Bestie since secondary school. A true friend to keep. A true back seat ho. hahaha. Bedok Buddy.
Nani - My perasan ho. A crazy girl running around screaming at 4am. A contradicting hello kitty lover.
Nadiah - I shall not call you a ho. hahaha. Curious and cold(inside joke) woman. A shoe freak. lol.
To all 3 of you, without you guys i think i'll be rather lost. you guys are the only ones who understands me inside outside backside upside.
Our inside jokes & ggsg moments never fail to make me laugh. Just pray my hp memory card won't die on me, too many memories from videos to pictures that i'll just look back. And i'm really happy for both of you, Muni & Nani (my hos who never fail to stop singing to mentel songz, annoyingzz!), for finding someone to open up your eyes to new things. And to nadiah, I know i may seem distant now, but i just wanna let you know that it was really great knowing you. from our poly days til where we are. :) love you my tudung bitch. Let keep this friendship going cause you girls are just the greatest!
To my lovely bf :
Dean, close friend for 2 years +. to bf.
From dndb to dldtd to syg. hahahaha.
Thank you for being a sweetheart! Though distance is still a killer between us, we always managed to pull through no matter what.
And i know we meet only once a month but every moment, day, hours, seconds spent is all worth it.
Thanks for making me realize that there is more to life. Thanks for being a great friend and bf.
Lets keep believing and make things work alright baby? :)
And you're coming over next week! yay. :) can't wait for you hugs and kisses please! (ok sorry girls for being gross)
Faster faster lets make an acoustic duo like we always wanted! hahaha. DLDTD!
To Jo:
hahahaha. its funny how we never meet each other when we were just staying so close to each other during our Tampines days.
its funny how we never meet each other at gigs that we always go to. and its also funny how we have so many things in common but we just never got the chance to even talk. you've been the craziest pouty mofo i had ever met. and thanks for making my first trip to malaysia enjoyable. remember! JO WE'RE IN MALAYSIA! hahaha. thanks for being there when im down. you deserve so much more of what and who you have now. May better things come to you in the upcoming year. you know you love me. xoxo.
To the other girls (Mas, Syaheedah, Eallie, Baby Nad, Nora, Aleg):
Mas, Syaheedah, Eallie, Baby Nad, Nora I love you girls so much. and i miss how we used to hang out in a group! Please reunite again soon. We can all sheesha. Talk cock. Roll around the mat. Shouting at cockroaches running on the floor. Camwhoring. :(
And Aleg, my ggpy, you've been great. you're like one of the gfs i want to hang out with but you're so far away! miss our ym sessions. and our ym doodling sessions. hahaha too much to be mentioned. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE VICTIMS SHIRT. HEHEHOHOHUHU. :P faster finish your studies and get your ass in singapore again! :)
To Sei:
DUDE! we have known each other for nearly 6years. and we have not had our first offical hang out. thanks for being there for me. you're a brother to me. PI GU MAO! bahahahahaaha.
To CT:
AS REQUESTED. hehe OKOKOKOKOKK SORRY. i love you. will post it soon! <3
To all the friends i met in kl :
The girls (dee, zazy, ereen,yunie) - YOU GIRLS ARE CRAZY. hahahahahaha. it was nice knowing you girls. we should hang out soon and YUNIE! dont be shy just try talking to me in english. i won't laugh at you. :) EH GIRLS WHEN IS OUR SLUMBER PARTY! haha.
The boys - Thank you guys for trying to make me feel comfortable when we hang out. though chacha u're an ass for making fun of me. but never mind i can still forgive you. haha. i suddenly crave for ss2 when i think bout you guys. haha random.
HAPPY NEW YEAR ! HAPPY 2009 TO EVERYBODY AND THOSE THAT I HAVE MISSED OUT! in advance before all the handpone network goes haywire after midnight. :)
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| Aries & Aquarius |
[30 Oct 2008|10:10am] |
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Aries and Aquarius (http://love.astrology.com/features/astrology/lovematch/ariesaquarius.html)
When Aries and Aquarius come together in a love match, the combination of Aquarius vision and Aries action makes them a highly creative pair. Their relationship is anything but static; they can be competitive, but life with these two is never dull! Zodiac Signs that are two apart tend to have a special connection, and these are no exception. They are great friends as they communicate really well. They have a special understanding of one another's idealistic, enthusiastic outlook on life. They both crave excitement and new experiences -- the wilder and stranger, the better. They're both into thrills and showing off. Many Aries-Aquarius relationships are based on mutual admiration. Aries loves how unique Aquarius is, their inventive vision of the world; Aquarius loves Aries for their energy and initiative -- Aquarius gets new ideas all the time but sometimes finds it hard to carry them out. Since both Signs prize independence, Aries's tendency toward possessiveness can push Aquarius to become aloof or detached as a self-preservation tactic. Though they have that special connection, they do see the world in very different lights, which they both need to understand. Aries can be too involved for Aquarius's taste, and Aquarius in turn may be too unpredictable for Aries. As it turns out, Aquarius is the one Sign that has Aries beat when it comes to spontaneity! As long as both partners reassure each other that the relationship is important and secure, things will be just fine. Aries is ruled by the Planet Mars (Passion) and Aquarius is ruled by the Planets Saturn (Karma) and Uranus (Rebellion). Aquarius gets its great, progressive vision from Uranus, and its social conscience and philanthropy from Saturn. Mars, then, can make a great addition to the mix -- it brings passionate, direct action to all these lofty thoughts and ideals.
Aries is a Fire Sign and Aquarius is an Air Sign. Air fuels Fire and helps it spread; similarly, Aquarius can help Aries think up new schemes and then realize them. Aquarius stimulates Aries intellectually, something that most of the other Signs fail to do. Both Signs have wide-ranging interests, so mentally active Aquarius is sure to provide physically active Aries with plenty of fodder for new adventures and crusades. Aries is a Cardinal Sign and Aquarius is a Fixed Sign. Aries gives Aquarius the confidence to charge ahead rather than just sitting in the laboratory concocting new ideas. Aquarius can help Aries stabilize and complete projects rather than jumping into new plans without completing the old ones. They have a lot of respect and admiration for one another, which helps smooth any obstacles in their relationship. What's the best aspect of the Aries-Aquarius relationship? Their ability to achieve so much when they work together. Cardinal Fire and Fixed Air cover all the bases. Theirs is a relationship of vision as well as practice.
Aries and Aquarius Love Match When Aries Dates an Aquarius By TAROT.COM Provided by Tarot.com
Aries and Aquarius get along famously right from the get-go - you both love new beginnings, the excitement of starting over and enthusiastically sharing your dreams with each other. Aries need their independence and Aquarius needs emotional detachment. This means Aries will always have the freedom and space they need with each other. Your Aquarius can be a bit of a know-it-all, though, and with Aries' quick temper, a good-natured argument can quickly turn into a full-out brawl. On the bright side, this mentally stimulating relationship will rarely have any dull moments.
Don't you love astrology. hahaha.
Bored as fuk at work.
Just wanna read it to make myself feel better.
YAY tmr u coming down! see you syg.
i miss the girls. :(
and i miss my old life please.
work = sucks.
ok bye.
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| To hell with you and all your friends. |
[17 Aug 2008|01:50am] |
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Hey you,
Seriously, get a life.
Cause no one wanna listen to your sappy repeated stories over again and again.
What is the past is the past.
Don't fucking drag others to it.
I know more things bout you other than anybody else, trust me.
But i chose not to be childish bout it and spout it out to everyone.
Cause i got a life. and opps sorry, im bitchy?
Like you're not? Stop rubbing it to people's faces when its totally old news.
Get over it. People move on, so just fucking move on.
Get a hold of yourself. Cause you look pathetic and desperate for attention.
Stop using people for your own fucking pleasure.
Who are you to make people hate someone you don't like.
Who are you to make up stories and twist them around when technically everything is your fault.
Oh wait, its your "huge" ego! pfft.
And hmmmm, i'm weird as well? At least i have more friends being friends with a weird one.
Unlike you, clinging to strictly boys.
And to your friends,
If you know no fucking shit about me then shut the hell up.
Don't go telling people to stay away from me.
And i love making new friends, so be it.
SO TO YOU, CTC! AND YOUR FRIENDS,
LEAVE ME ALONE? I LOVE MY LIFE. SO DON'T GO SPOILING IT WITH YOUR ANNOYING BITCHY FACES.
:)
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| WANTZ! |
[08 Aug 2008|10:40am] |
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seriously, THIS IS TO DIE FOR. A MUST GET PLEASE. AAAAHHH!!!   cool shit or what. ok i shut up :X |
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[29 May 2008|02:01am] |
I WANT I WANT I WANT.
I WANNA EAT YOU!!!
EEEEEEEE GERAM.
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[22 May 2008|02:38am] |
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boohoooo!!!
D:
yeah im back.
reluctantly back.
sadly, i had to leave.
DO NOT WANT!!
i wish we had more time.
i wish i could stop time. and have a world of our own to live in.
i feel so empty now.
your presence is heart-felt.
now the presence is slowly fading.
whatever happened in between,
was a mistake, and im glad i come clean bout it.
and you being as lovely as ever,
came around to understand.
im touched.
i know it was hard on you.
urgh.
6hours ago, you were next to me.
6hours later, you were just webcamming with me.
DO NOT WANT!!
hahaha.
listening to the early november reminds me of you.
missing you so terribly.
horribly.
badly.
tremendously.
okok i think you guys got the picture.
urgh.
im glad that distance did not tear us apart.
thank you syg.
thank you so much.
june faster come!
pleasepleaseplease.
need to see you.
need to hug you.
need to kiss you.
ok im disgusting.
heh.
i'll be waiting........
love you, dn.
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| ALL HAIL THE DEAD I SAY! |
[13 May 2008|11:31pm] |
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 wojwojwojwojwojwoj!!!!!!! must go!!!! its been toooooooo darn long waiting for em'. |
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no one can replace you.
ilu syg.
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[09 May 2008|07:07pm] |
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you are THAT important to me.
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Photos. photos.
WARNING FOR NANI. DON'T STAB ME! <3.
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I WANNA GO SOOOOOOOOOO BAD. D:!!!!!!  its to die forrrrrr... |
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The best 5 or should i consider it as 6 days trip ever. :) ilu.  |
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here i come,
I'll see you there.
loves.
will be back soon.
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| To you, Ahmad Nizaruddin |
[23 Mar 2008|12:47am] |
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my dearest syg,
ive read you're blog.
and you're seriously the cutest thing alive.
you never fail to make me smile,
you never fail to make me laugh,
you never fail to make me feel appreciated,
you never fail to make me miss you,
you never fail to make me want you more,
and lastly, you never fail to make me fall in love with you more and more each day.
you're just too good to be true,
and yes, just treasure what we have.
i dont care how people judge us cause of the distance.
race,
or appearance.
im contented to have you, my Ahmad Nizaruddin.
loves!
*millions of rabbit kisses!!
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